Rythem

The hidden rhythm of your heart beat
Underneath my trembling hand
The radiant heat
The band
In the background
While your fast asleep

A smile cracks my cheeks
I feel your hand sliding sleak
Down my thigh you hand flies
It stops
And in that moment
I feel your lips
As they tremble against mine
For ever in that moment of time
I will never forget that moment
I will never forget you

And so help me god
That when i wake up
I will never think this is a dream
Because in my personal reality,
You are the only one for me.

But my reality is
Its only limerency
For what this means, Incase you dont know
Is that this feeling of inadequacy
This feeling of emptiness
This feeling of love i hold for you
Its just not real,
And while i wish my life wasnt this bleak
The truth is it is,
And how i hold on everyday for a chance to change this fact
For a chance to see you

Take that as you may
But for as long as i live
I will
I wont
I cant ever forget you
For you are everything to me
And if and when this coma passes over
My first breath will be
Where is the one for whom i seek.