The Only Moment We Were Alone

The only moment we were alone
Was never
This pain seaps in deep
Makes me weap.

This crushing sorrow
Is painful
The world is covered in a black darkness
That is just to meak for me
I need your hand
To lead me through the sadness
The sight you can give me
Is a light that i only can see
The true love i feel for you
Is something that i cant describe
Its something that has to be felt

But what the fuck is wrong with me
To mistake these feelings of love with limerency
Im so sick of that word
Its like a punch in the gut
Which by now is internally bleeding
Because im torturing my self
By looking at pictures of thee

Im so sick of this feeling
I need you to be with me
When i saw your face last saturday
When i saw the way you looked through me
When i saw you shed a tear and how much
I wish it was me who could clear it for you
Instead of your girlfriend and her child sitting next to you
I wish i could make you able to see
I dont know how happy you are and
I dont know how happy i can make you
But i know how happy you can make me.