New Year

HAPPY NEW YEARS

New Year
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With the new year passing, its time for us to say goodbye,
We celebrated the year together, mostly,
With the consistant beating of myself,
To get you to notice me, finally,
But with this new year,
Im setting a goals,
Tto find you,
To show myself to you once more,
Maybe this time, it will be forever
Me and you, can share our love and travel afar,
Tour the world, or local bar,
We can head to places, unknown,
Or right back home,
As long as im with you,
So this is my resolution,
My own personal constitution,
Of laws i set on myself,
Forever, till the new year comes again,
Hopefully when i wake up in bed,
I wont be depressed,
More ill likely express,
My everlasting devotion to you,
Soon.

~Daniel Chapman

Staring

Staring
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Staring out of the stands,
Watching the bands,
Climbing out of the sky,
Comes my perfect angel, set high
Apart from others in my mind, people left behind,
In my mind, its only you and me, free.

Ive had these dreams,
Of you and I together,
Forever,
But a blast from reality,
You dont care,
Im another lemming in the stands,
While your over there,
Marching, Moving to a gentle beat,
I see you walking,
Thinking,
But it doesnt get my anywhere.

All I want to do is touch your hair,
Stare into your brown eyes,
And get lost, say my good byes
To the outside world, no,
This is to you, you got into my head,
You keep me up in bed,
Yearning, played out,
I miss you.

~Daniel Chapman

Save Me

Save Me
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Take a breath,
Close your eyes,
Count to 5,
Take in the memories,
As they fly,
A blast from the night,
The days roll by,
Im just not the same as I was a year ago,
And each and every day from below
my mind, my heart isnt different,
Im still in love,
You want to be out there,
I just want you to say your beautiful,
I need you,
To save me.

~Daniel Chapman

Here i Sit

This is one of my earliest poems ive written about a certain person, so here we go.

Here I Sit
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Here I sit, breathing,
Waiting for you to see me,
Standing here, Watching,
Wondering, Why?

Why are you able to do these things,
So inconspicuous,
So insignificant,
Yet its this power you have over me,
The ability to make me want you,
The ability to make me thing,
You are the only one for me.

So as I Sit here wanting,
Your over there breathing,
Not even knowing,
Without even trying,
To destroy me.

~Daniel Chapman

Promise

I know i havent posted in 4 days but i havent had a chance to write, so to make up for it, ill post 4 today.

I wrote this for my english class when we were talking about Emily Dickinson so here it is,

Promise
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You told me you' never leave,
The fact that you lied,
Hurt me, left me within a weave,
Of tangled lies, left behind,
For one to forever see.

I sit now in front of your grave,
I whimper as i start to breath,
Reminded of how,
You promised me,
How you would never leave me unable to see.

"You promised me!",
I cry as i look into the air,
Wishing i could see your golden hair,
Your shining face once more,
As i remembered it, before you left me,
Please?

I cant move along

Hmm, so this poem is a really bad one, the theme changes to drastically over the poem but i promised myself id write 2 poems everyday for the month of december, so here it is.

I cant move along
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I wish for you to,
Hold me close,
Hold me tight,
A salute of altos,
Lead to the daylight,
The backbite,
The foresight to our future together,
Within the bitter bite of the cold winter night,
To the sun drenched summer delight,
Of being in your arms,
Your beautiful charms
Hidden in your smile creeks,
The past of a lonely maverick,
The distant car horns,
Telling us to move along,
To get you out of my life,
A neverending strife
Ive been trying to acheive,
But i cant move along,
I cant say a " So long "
So go while you waste your day thinking,
While im just sinking,
Into a shallow pool of self misery,
Trying to keep myself busy,
Writing this poetry,
Barely,
Forcing myself,
Pushing myself,
To move along.

~Daniel Chapman

Lose Control

No introduction, just the poem this time :)

Lose Control
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Almost Merry Christmas,
Marry Christmas Eve,
Will you be my Santa please?

Im just sick of the valentines,
The passers by,
With their hand in hands,
Its just the same over and over again,
I just need to be like strongmen,
And look past them,
To the time where i can be with you,
Because you make my heart swoon.

But as we stand here now,
I am reminded of all the reasons why,
Why i love you,
Why i want to be with you,
The way your eyes can look into mine,
And cross into the border line,
Of my soul, and make me loose control.

~Daniel Chapman