Staring

Staring
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Staring out of the stands,
Watching the bands,
Climbing out of the sky,
Comes my perfect angel, set high
Apart from others in my mind, people left behind,
In my mind, its only you and me, free.

Ive had these dreams,
Of you and I together,
Forever,
But a blast from reality,
You dont care,
Im another lemming in the stands,
While your over there,
Marching, Moving to a gentle beat,
I see you walking,
Thinking,
But it doesnt get my anywhere.

All I want to do is touch your hair,
Stare into your brown eyes,
And get lost, say my good byes
To the outside world, no,
This is to you, you got into my head,
You keep me up in bed,
Yearning, played out,
I miss you.

~Daniel Chapman

Save Me

Save Me
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Take a breath,
Close your eyes,
Count to 5,
Take in the memories,
As they fly,
A blast from the night,
The days roll by,
Im just not the same as I was a year ago,
And each and every day from below
my mind, my heart isnt different,
Im still in love,
You want to be out there,
I just want you to say your beautiful,
I need you,
To save me.

~Daniel Chapman

Here i Sit

This is one of my earliest poems ive written about a certain person, so here we go.

Here I Sit
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Here I sit, breathing,
Waiting for you to see me,
Standing here, Watching,
Wondering, Why?

Why are you able to do these things,
So inconspicuous,
So insignificant,
Yet its this power you have over me,
The ability to make me want you,
The ability to make me thing,
You are the only one for me.

So as I Sit here wanting,
Your over there breathing,
Not even knowing,
Without even trying,
To destroy me.

~Daniel Chapman

I cant move along

Hmm, so this poem is a really bad one, the theme changes to drastically over the poem but i promised myself id write 2 poems everyday for the month of december, so here it is.

I cant move along
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I wish for you to,
Hold me close,
Hold me tight,
A salute of altos,
Lead to the daylight,
The backbite,
The foresight to our future together,
Within the bitter bite of the cold winter night,
To the sun drenched summer delight,
Of being in your arms,
Your beautiful charms
Hidden in your smile creeks,
The past of a lonely maverick,
The distant car horns,
Telling us to move along,
To get you out of my life,
A neverending strife
Ive been trying to acheive,
But i cant move along,
I cant say a " So long "
So go while you waste your day thinking,
While im just sinking,
Into a shallow pool of self misery,
Trying to keep myself busy,
Writing this poetry,
Barely,
Forcing myself,
Pushing myself,
To move along.

~Daniel Chapman

Incase I fall

So i just wrote this one, and like the previous one, there are parts i dont like, but i feel it comes together in the end.

In case I Fall
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I start to breath heavy,
I start to stumble,
I start to wobble,
I start to fall, While you just watch me,
You dont care, you come help me up,
But its out of courtesy, and sincerity,
But i just wish that your beautiful eyes,
Would start to look at me,
Your lungs would start to get heavy,
Your heart beat pulsing, through your chest,
Your blood flowing, with no rest,
Id help you up, not out of courtesy,
But out of love, out of compassion,
Out of caring for you,
Because i do,
Everything i do, is for you,
Its not clear, but i go out of my way to make your life easier,
I put up with others,
Its not easy, but its something i feel i must do,
You dont care, you dont even notice,
But still i go on, Like the rivers flow, never ending,
Always defending,
Always being there to help you when your down,
Always being there to turn your life around,
Always being there, so in case i do fall,
Your there, to help me up.

~Daniel Chapman

Look at me

So I just wrote this poem and i have mix feelings about it, i like the idea but i want to change things about it just dont know what.

Look At Me
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Time goes on,
While we wait and watch,
Everyone does it,
But I guess i do it more,
Because every moment of my life,
Every second i breath,
Im looking for you,
Hoping to see you again,
You dont have to say a word,
All i need to know is that your presence is there,
Then ill try my best,
To make you notice me, To make you finally see it,
That i love you, That i want you.

But i guess this is just puppy love,
Because while i notice you,
You dont see me,
I wait for that one moment when our eyes meet,
Because then I know that in that one moment,
I crossed your mind,
I was there, and you finally saw me,
But you just keep looking on, while i dont,
I keep looking at you, for that moment again.

But it doesnt happen, you go over to the other side,
Avoiding me, but i cant avoid you,
Its this power you have over me,
I dont want to, but you make me,
You make me walk over and look for something,
Something that i dont even need, dont even want,
Just so you notice me, Once and for all,
Please just notice me, Im standing here,
Why cant you see me the way i see you?

~Daniel Chapman