Several Words

Several Words
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Several words we never knew,
Now have begun to make things real,
When our soul is gone, we have truly lost what it takes to feel,
To feel more, To feel life,
To be saved, because this cant go on,
Without meaning or cause,
I need you to save me, because i cant go on,
Without you, by my side not needing a clause.

We all need someone,
Demanding us,
Pushing us,
To be better then we are,
Someone who can give meaning to our self realiant lives,
Someone who knows the words,
To give you the time to need, to say what you believe,
To say what counts,
To make you swing in their lust.

If you where here,
Id love you,
More then life itself,
Here,
I could be with you forever,
Never decieving you,
Always treating you,
Nicely.

Lost my Breath

Lost my Breath
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I keep waiting for my breath,
To come back,
But it never does,
So come finish me off,
Break my heart with.

Noone should be seperated from the one they love,
Cause it shatters spirits,
Shatters hopes,
Causes one's self worth,
To be abolished,
Demolished,
Lost without hope to change,
To be what it once was,
That first time he or she looked into your eyes,
When their heart skipped that beat,
The way their hands shook your's good bye,
Because in that first instance of heat
Between the two of us,
Between the two of anyone,
Forever,
Gone.

So run after the one who stole your breath,
Maybe they'll be their to catch you,
Cause maybe they never forgot you,
Cause maybe, just maybe,
You meant something to them,
Barely,
A small gem,
That sparkled to that one person,
Whos first eye contact,
Sparkled, a recipricol action,
Whos smile cracked,
Your fragile heart,
And you know deep down,
Only that one person can make it right.

~Daniel Chapman

In the Air

In the Air
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Im breaking down,
Im crying,
I miss you in my life,
Come on,
Give me something,
Notice me,
I dont know what i can do anymore,
And now im alone and looking out,
And im waiting on the end,
For you,
How extreme will i need to be,
To get you to notice me,
From the summer air,
To the winter chill,
I can barely bare
This tough hill,
This giant obstical,
In the way from me getting you,
I will change, for you,
For myself, because when i get you, my life will be complete,
A giant relief
I sigh, as i look into the sky,
Breathing in your air,
Turning rosy red in ectasy and nervousness,
A slight bonus,
Would be for you to be rosy too,
A new untrue venture,
For me to be with you.

~Daniel Chapman

Time Stops

Time Stops
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Time stops,
When i look into your eyes,
I can see your dorky side,
Quarky side,
Your compassionate,
Your charasmatic,
Your everything i look for,
Your everything i want,
Your perfect,
And when i look into your eyes,
I start to cry,
Because i can never have you,
A desired quotient,
Lifted high away from me,
All i can do is wait for you,
Wait for the moment when time stops,
Wait for the moment when Im important in your life,
And ill cover all bets,
That the moment this threats,
I wont be what you are to me,
Ill just be an obstical,
In your way, as you try to get by,
And if i know you cant get through,
Ill move, for you, As a way to impress you,
My wonderful dork,
With your annoying quarks,
But i will still love you,
Maybe one day when Time stops,
Youll love me to,
Because i can barely go on without you.

~Daniel Chapman

Save Me

Save Me
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Take a breath,
Close your eyes,
Count to 5,
Take in the memories,
As they fly,
A blast from the night,
The days roll by,
Im just not the same as I was a year ago,
And each and every day from below
my mind, my heart isnt different,
Im still in love,
You want to be out there,
I just want you to say your beautiful,
I need you,
To save me.

~Daniel Chapman

Here i Sit

This is one of my earliest poems ive written about a certain person, so here we go.

Here I Sit
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Here I sit, breathing,
Waiting for you to see me,
Standing here, Watching,
Wondering, Why?

Why are you able to do these things,
So inconspicuous,
So insignificant,
Yet its this power you have over me,
The ability to make me want you,
The ability to make me thing,
You are the only one for me.

So as I Sit here wanting,
Your over there breathing,
Not even knowing,
Without even trying,
To destroy me.

~Daniel Chapman

Promise

I know i havent posted in 4 days but i havent had a chance to write, so to make up for it, ill post 4 today.

I wrote this for my english class when we were talking about Emily Dickinson so here it is,

Promise
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You told me you' never leave,
The fact that you lied,
Hurt me, left me within a weave,
Of tangled lies, left behind,
For one to forever see.

I sit now in front of your grave,
I whimper as i start to breath,
Reminded of how,
You promised me,
How you would never leave me unable to see.

"You promised me!",
I cry as i look into the air,
Wishing i could see your golden hair,
Your shining face once more,
As i remembered it, before you left me,
Please?

I cant move along

Hmm, so this poem is a really bad one, the theme changes to drastically over the poem but i promised myself id write 2 poems everyday for the month of december, so here it is.

I cant move along
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I wish for you to,
Hold me close,
Hold me tight,
A salute of altos,
Lead to the daylight,
The backbite,
The foresight to our future together,
Within the bitter bite of the cold winter night,
To the sun drenched summer delight,
Of being in your arms,
Your beautiful charms
Hidden in your smile creeks,
The past of a lonely maverick,
The distant car horns,
Telling us to move along,
To get you out of my life,
A neverending strife
Ive been trying to acheive,
But i cant move along,
I cant say a " So long "
So go while you waste your day thinking,
While im just sinking,
Into a shallow pool of self misery,
Trying to keep myself busy,
Writing this poetry,
Barely,
Forcing myself,
Pushing myself,
To move along.

~Daniel Chapman

Lose Control

No introduction, just the poem this time :)

Lose Control
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Almost Merry Christmas,
Marry Christmas Eve,
Will you be my Santa please?

Im just sick of the valentines,
The passers by,
With their hand in hands,
Its just the same over and over again,
I just need to be like strongmen,
And look past them,
To the time where i can be with you,
Because you make my heart swoon.

But as we stand here now,
I am reminded of all the reasons why,
Why i love you,
Why i want to be with you,
The way your eyes can look into mine,
And cross into the border line,
Of my soul, and make me loose control.

~Daniel Chapman

As To Why?

So i just got a resurgence of emotions from watching a video of someone dear to me and wrote another poem :

As To Why?
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Why cant i explain this,
Its at the tip of my tongue,
As to why?
Why your so captivating,
Exhilarating,
Hilarious,
Never afraid to make a fool of yourself,
Just to be with you by myself,
You know how to have a good time,
And not afraid of the why,
The why you do these things,
But i dont care, All those lemmings,
They just walk on with their dreary lives,
But im cast aside,
To notice you, To be akin to you,
But I love to ensue
Your acts, to follow along and misconstrue
Your actions, As if a cue
For you to pretend to care,
As long as im not there afterwards,
But we both know were just a bunch of nerds,
So as a final word of passing,
A sortve docking of my faulting,
Because even though its over,
I cant find my center.

~Daniel Chapman

Incase I fall

So i just wrote this one, and like the previous one, there are parts i dont like, but i feel it comes together in the end.

In case I Fall
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I start to breath heavy,
I start to stumble,
I start to wobble,
I start to fall, While you just watch me,
You dont care, you come help me up,
But its out of courtesy, and sincerity,
But i just wish that your beautiful eyes,
Would start to look at me,
Your lungs would start to get heavy,
Your heart beat pulsing, through your chest,
Your blood flowing, with no rest,
Id help you up, not out of courtesy,
But out of love, out of compassion,
Out of caring for you,
Because i do,
Everything i do, is for you,
Its not clear, but i go out of my way to make your life easier,
I put up with others,
Its not easy, but its something i feel i must do,
You dont care, you dont even notice,
But still i go on, Like the rivers flow, never ending,
Always defending,
Always being there to help you when your down,
Always being there to turn your life around,
Always being there, so in case i do fall,
Your there, to help me up.

~Daniel Chapman

Look at me

So I just wrote this poem and i have mix feelings about it, i like the idea but i want to change things about it just dont know what.

Look At Me
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Time goes on,
While we wait and watch,
Everyone does it,
But I guess i do it more,
Because every moment of my life,
Every second i breath,
Im looking for you,
Hoping to see you again,
You dont have to say a word,
All i need to know is that your presence is there,
Then ill try my best,
To make you notice me, To make you finally see it,
That i love you, That i want you.

But i guess this is just puppy love,
Because while i notice you,
You dont see me,
I wait for that one moment when our eyes meet,
Because then I know that in that one moment,
I crossed your mind,
I was there, and you finally saw me,
But you just keep looking on, while i dont,
I keep looking at you, for that moment again.

But it doesnt happen, you go over to the other side,
Avoiding me, but i cant avoid you,
Its this power you have over me,
I dont want to, but you make me,
You make me walk over and look for something,
Something that i dont even need, dont even want,
Just so you notice me, Once and for all,
Please just notice me, Im standing here,
Why cant you see me the way i see you?

~Daniel Chapman